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#112 Studying
Thursday, March 24, 2011

Okay SPM's results are already out on the 23rd. I feel weird looking at my school mates, its like, One time we're all playing together and dint care what others think and now ? We're all grown up, We've changed alot. I miss my school mates ;( pfft !
So yeah i got my results already tho i wasnt that happy with it. I was expecting more but what the heck ? 5 credits is enough to get me into foundation.. i was so-so la.
I just came back from Sunway University (: Yes im a Sunway student now ! suck that biatch! Studying diploma in Graphic and Multimedia Design. Im so happy ! Orientation is tomorrow and class starts on monday. I cannot wait ! ughh ! Now ive gotta buy new cloths for college hehehe

Well thats all i guess. I have nothings else to update about. hehe

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7:33 PM
#100 the 100th post!
Thursday, February 24, 2011

So yesterday we were home the whole day, me and my bro. Internet line isnt back till night time \:
the whole noon my brother put on some cds that ive burned and he played dota with bots, i lay down there near the speakers letting my mind sway to the "boom boom boom" beats. Hell yeah that was fricking relaxing! I love those moments where me and my bro relaxes together. We could talk almost about everything and never keeping hatred inside us, It made us become more closer than ever (:
After listening to all the cds, i dont know how we started but we were scribbling on the floor with whiteboard markers. Yes we did! We even played Tic-Tac-Toe on the floor! Then i started
drawing stupid faces of my friends on the floor. It was fun at first until we couldnt rub off =.= I mean we can lah, but theres still stains on the floor and it was that bad. So we used tina to rub it off. hehe It dint look at obvious after that. TEEHEEEE!

Im currently youtube-ing guitar covers of songs. Mannnn they're so awesome! I want a bloody electric guitar so i could cover all the songs that i love ! especially those solos. Fricking awesome!

*************Bonuses :


Left is Hock Kooi and right is Aby. ehhehe

This guy here is bloody good. He have 85 million views man!



One day, im gonna be one of the best guitarist ever too. Just you wait and see !

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3:40 PM
#95 Down down down!
Monday, February 21, 2011

My internet line is down, my mom dint paid the bill yet ): so i cant online until...until she pays the bill lah. Im alone at Botanic Cafe updating my blog and checking facebook now teeeheee!
Okay recently, im in a very bad mood. i get pissed easily and when i meant easily, i mean reallyyyy easily. I dont know why ): but it sucks.

As i was going true yesterday newspaper, i read something about my horoscope (capricorn) and it was really true. I forgotten whats the whole passage but it said something like "Dont force your loved ones to do something because of what you're going true" So i think about it, "what was i forcing?" out of a snap, i remembered, i was trying to avoid someone and at the same time its also somehow like im forcing him to stay away from me(by avoiding him). Gahh im so much of crap !
So anyway, day 1 of ignoring him ? FAILED. but what the heck lah.

I got a set of house keys to my friends house(not naming it,dangerous! later you guys come stalk me xD) So now i have 2 houses :P thats my second house! (suck that bitches)
Im so bored i want to die D:

Tho i may look happy on the outside, Im really sad in the inside. I hate going back home where ill be alone and then ill start thinking of many bull craps and go emo. I am so sad.. So im sharing this song now.

*********Bonuses :


I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving
And it sounds so selfish
But i can’t help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You’d stay cause

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much

I hate love yeahhyeahhh
I hate love yeahh woooo

I hate your phone calls
In the middle of the day

Cause all you do is remind that my baby is so far away
It drives me crazy
Cause i need you with me
I know its time for you to understand when i say that

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love yeahhyeahhh

I don’t want to feel this alone
Everytime you walked out that door (I can’t help it)
I start missing you (I can’t help it no)
Wish I didn’t need you this much (I can’t help it)
But i love how it feels when we touch

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love
I hate love
I hate love

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I really hate these tears in my eyes.

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3:27 PM
#94 After today
Sunday, February 20, 2011


I just came back from Blitz, i had fun alot! so did my brother (: I felt kind of offended listening to my friends saying im a bad sister for letting my bro shisha-ing. I mean, its not like my fault right, He always wanted to try shisha long time ago. Shisha is no big deal lah, even if i dint brought him out today he would be at the same place,same spot,same time with his friends instead. Okay, maybe it is my fault for teaching him but i trust him. I trust him that he wont touch so much of this smoking shit, i trust that he'll never pick up a cigg and get addicted to it, i trust that he knows what he's doing. And com'on, the feeling of having a younger brother is different, thats why i allow him to do what he wants as long he knows what he is doing. I love my brother;period.

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So i lit up my last sky lantern of the year. With my wishes on it and i hope it comes true. No, i wont tell what i was wishing for or else it wouldnt come true. But one of it is to leave my present behind and go ahead with my future, which is leaving my feelings behind, what i had for someone. So starting today onwards 20 February, "You" are my yesterday. Ill try to avoid everything from you, I will not ever text nor call you, I'll take you as "the kid who stays next door", Ill ignore everything. And i hope you understand. I know somewhere inside of you, it hurts but it hurts me more. And lastly, I am sorry.

I can be there for you but i cant anymore
i want to be there for you but i wont anymore.
I hate what im feeling inside.
Liked i said, Its eating me inside and alive.sorry.

I need to be fix. Help anyone ?

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4:43 AM
#88 Sea monkeys II
Thursday, February 10, 2011

Ive bought em' sea monkeys already. And its only day 1, cant see any cause their soo tiny it looks like dirt swimming around. Cant wait for it to grow ♥

Went to Meeples today with Kooi,Aby,CK (: played for 2 hours. More people more fun lah actually. Next time ill bring a troop of monkeys go. hehe I thought of working in Meeples one but afraid the pay low then its not worth since i stay far and have to travel to go to work everyday. boo-hoo ): oh and btw, the first guy who served us is dam cute ♥ srsly.
Heres the link if you dont know what Meeples is. http://www.meeples.com.my/


Well, my P license isnt out yet. i think. Or maybe Uncle is busy with newbies \: its almost 2 weeks already but ill wait anyway since im already driving on road....illegally. hehe

Thats all, i want to sleep naoooo! buaiii!

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5:52 PM
#87 Sea monkeys
Wednesday, February 9, 2011


Gahhh i cant stop coughing ! might cough my lungs out anytime soon man! and flu ohmygod i hate getting a flu! might blow my intestines all out! i hate being sick pfftt.

I just came back from MBO and pasarmalam. Watched a cantonese movie, Alls well Ends well 2011. I rate it mmm.. 5 out of 10 sea monkeys (: Its a must for me to watch this movie cause i watched it every year ! there's Alls well Ends well 2009 and 2010 too(last year one is much funnier) Louis Khoo so lengzai can ?

I want to get zi sea-monkeys! They're so cool! I wanted to get them when i was a kid but my Mom doesnt allow me to have these creature at home cause afraid might lure mosquitoes in to breed and i WAS a kid, god knows what a kid will do. If you dont know whats a sea-monkey, well...sucks to be you.

This is the full set and i think it cost prolly almost rm50. Its not selling in stores like ToysRus or Jusco etcetc anymore(since ages ago man). But lucky me, Ive found them seamonkeys. Way cheaper ones which is only rm18 with a empty tank and purifier,food,sea monkey eggs. Still hesitating to get it or not cause it only last for 2 years(or lesser if they die) and the food is expensive and i have no where to put it at home. gahhh!

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8:44 PM
#84 5am
Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Before i go to sleep i always listen to piano covers until i fall asleep. Every single night. Sound of piano makes me feel so relax ♥

So i fall asleep at last and the last time i checked my phone was 3.35am, approximately 4++ i fell asleep. Then someone woke me up at 5 =.=

Yeo came back to Msia (: its nice seeing him again (my somehow bestfriend) He's the bastard that woke me up at freaking 5am to go have breakfast with him cause he just came back not long ago and i did go with him, drove around until 6 cause most Bahkutteh isnt open and he was like.. "why malaysian so lazy one?".. and me "er i dont know, maybe because ITS FREAKING 6AM IN THE MORNING WHO THE HECK WAKES UP AT THIS TIME FOR BAHKUTTEH ONE"
chai chai i dont answer unknown number earlier ):
So at the end we had bahkutteh in Teluk Pulai last corner. They dam on one lah, asked for a small bowl of mushroom they took a bigggg bowl and pour it in and i was like WTFMANNN?! its like almost a can of mushroom, fucking the scary. Am never gonna order extra mushroom anymore. Eat until i dai D; Yeo's treat. Went back at 7 and then i went to sleep back haha i feel fucking fat right nowxzcsdaczxc

Imma stop blogging. Its CNY eve! gotta clean the house (: family dinner tonight. yippiee!

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2:15 PM
#82 Cny!
Thursday, January 27, 2011

Gahhhh! Im putting on alot of weight! screw this shitzzz! Ive been home every single fricking day and i kept eating until we ran out of food supply!(Over exaggerating) and CNY is around the corner! GOTTA STOP EATING FROM NOW AND EXERCISE!
oh man who am i kidding.. Me? Exercise? bshhh in my next life maybe i will.
I am not done with shopping new cloths for this new year and probably wont be ): sad right i know.
Oh well, I dont have to get new cloths, just have to look good (:

I only watched HIMYM till season 6 ep10. I guess the rest isnt out on air yet. adehhh cannot wait you know !

yaadaayaadaaa. I wan to go treat myself with a icecream so i will feel better.(wtf right i know) Im just to bored. teehee!

Ive done a Vlog. Completely random but im not gonna post it up :P Shyyyy laa hehe.
Maybe next time when i feel like it.
Bye suckaz!

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7:13 PM
#75 Marathon
Tuesday, January 18, 2011

So i've watch the whole season 1 and 2 of How I Met Your Mother today(skipped epis that i watched before) Damn its a good sitcom. I could watch it all day long :D tho i feel dam lifeless. I couldnt stop hunting for food to eat. Like today, I had a bowl of friendrice today, a bowl of kokocrunch with milk, ate quater of the green beans, ate 2 5x5cm cube kacang, ate finish the whole bag or kokocrunch, had 2 egg tarts,2 half boiled egges, and my dinner. God thats alot, im gaining weight doing this the whole day ohdamnnn!

Thats all for now. Im in my towel :3 haha

suck it bitchasss!

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9:16 PM
#72 Surprises
Monday, January 17, 2011

So met up with Joshua, Alex, Steph and Mona today. Went to Espress cafe for lunch and to Sino-net to takei until 6. Later on we went to Subang Meeples to play board games (super fun place! im going there again idc!) and to this Lamb Steak House. I wont forget this day ever! Tho i meet up with Peter, Huifen, Daniel, Eddy, Hannah and Jowee only 2-4 times but its like ive known them for so long already.
I really got pranked today. I thought we were there because it was someone else birthday. Huifen was like telling me to sing birthday song along so i was like yeah sure okay ^_^ then when the waitress took the cake out and pass it to me asking "its your birthday right?" and i was like "uhh what ? no?" then josh took away the cake knife and pass it to Hannah and all of them we're acting. Then after the candles were light up(haven got a look at the cake) they sang(and so did i) until "Happy birthday to HELYNA" and i was like......."What the fuck ? Helyna ? Thats me weh! wtfwtf diao" i got dammmm shocked and i took a glance at the cake, it says "Happy birthday Helyna. We ♥ U".. Waaa houuu sweet aaaaa! Tho i dint cry but it really touch my heart..

Thank you soooo much Joshua,Alex,Steph,Mona,Daniel,Huifen,Peter,Hannah,Eddy! muahmuahmuah!
I never had a 99surprise birthday at all, I never had a softy and what the heck ? A dinosaur soft toy! It represents me alot so i really really like it! Thank youuuu soo muchhhhh!! I want to keel you all O: hehe
Oh and thanks for the cheesy scallop too :) *I loveeee scallops weh honestly*




The pressie ♥ dinosaur aka dinoRAWR


Really loving this dinoRAWR hehe




Left going down : Peter Tan, Daniel Yee, Eddy
Right going down : Hannah, Hui Fen, Alex, Stephanie, Mona and Josh





♥♥♥

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1:43 AM
#71 Battlefield2
Sunday, January 16, 2011

Am seriously dam addicted to battlefield2 man.

I dint had enough sleep for these past few days, im so tired. Woke up at 9 for bahkutteh, went Blitz for battlefield2 at 4 then Jon's place at 8, and finally im home. ughh ! And i have to wake up tomorrow to meet up with Choc♥

Today was alright until just now when we're playing blackjack. Cant tahan with my friend's mouth. Super the 9peh, but ill let it go since he's memang like that.

I need to shout out loud now, im not happy. again.

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2:57 AM
#70 Pretzels
Saturday, January 15, 2011

Ive been out the whole day today, just got home. So tireddd! We went to Ftz again just to play battlefiled2 ! fun game! Then we went to Pyramid to shop for Jon's 21st birthday present. Had Kebab and AuntieAnne's pretzel with Bea. Dam satisfying weh. 1 beef kebab, 1 cinnamon sugar pretzel, 1 caramel pretzel, and chocolate stix. Dam they were good but we waste alot cause we couldnt finish it haha Then went to Klang Blitzone(newly open and its only rm1 per hour promotion) to check out whether theres battlefield or not and successfully they do! Dont have to fly all the way to ftz anymore just to play battlefield ! YAY! then played pool in Golden Break. Im getting better at pool :D tho i dont play anymore hoho I really had fun today although im really tired because i dint had enough sleep and were out the whole day. teehee!

Cant wait to get the whole season of How i met your mother !! Sei kooi is having my hard disk, after he finish watching it then only i get to watch ): Oh well, Ill watch my anime while waiting for it (:

Funniest thing of today is, SOMEONE*im not gonna name* LEFT HIS FLY OPEN HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
Chao suckazzzz!

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2:04 AM
#67 10 minutes
Thursday, January 13, 2011

I had to wake up early morning to go for driving class. gah ! Am so not satisfied. I only drove like freaking 10 minutes then uncle's car clutch got problem. Wasted my time waiting when i can be sleeping till 1pm.

I know somebody's stalking my blog alot. Nobody reads my blog one lah, why the counter keep adding one? Eh please lah leave something in the chatbox ): So i can know whose reading my blog ):

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1:52 PM
#56 Broke
Friday, December 10, 2010

Spm is over !! :D atleast it feel like it. aha i have one more last paper to go on Monday. Cant wait !
I can easy go broke you know. I can spend 100 bucks in a week man and thats now how i roll. Gotta control my spendings x.x
I cant wait for Sunday to come :D get to meet up with bunch of CHOCs which is very exciting woooo!

okay i dont know what else to blog =.=

OHOHOH! have you seen this news on facebook ? Alviss Kong who suicide because of Love.
my godddd its so sad! when i saw his picture of him crying, i feel like crying also. But that act its really stupid. i mean, dafak la suicide? because of a girl? There many many fishes in the sea, why choose that la ? Think about the parents, your siblings, your friends and your love ones. my god, your still so young ! why why why ? T_T

I tell you har, any of you (my friends) ever suicide because of love, DAFAK MAN DONT EVER OKAY ! PLEASE DONT EVER !

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1:20 PM
#52 Spm
Saturday, November 20, 2010

Spm is reaching. in 2 days ! and i havent start studying. I never had the mood to study at all. I hate the class im going to be in to take my spm, the tables suck ! So much for Duduk-spm-dengan-selesa.

Monopoly is addictive but i get bored after a game because Hotels all build already, nothing to build more, won 2 rows already!

I was shocked receiving a call from someone. Really shocked ! I thought i was no one but now its making me confuse with everything. oh well !

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2:59 PM
#49 Hot.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Hello blogders!
i know i know, i have abandoned my blog. haha oops.
well im having my trials right now. which suck!
i had fun the other night. an hour drive to damansaraTropicana just to shisha. vemet with few people, nice people (: and then head back to ck's place to drink.
tho is wasnt the good idea cause it was trials week but i did really had fun! that matters.

Theres this guy, i kept thinking of him and i have no dam idea why. sucks okay..
yeah i do like him. his.....different...really different and i love different X)

i guess thats all for now. i got nothign to talk about laaa. TEHEEEE

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3:46 PM
#46 Burning out
Friday, July 30, 2010

Ive watched Eclipse and planning to watch Despicable Me later (:
Eclipse was good..until the part where Bella kissed 2 guys. can go die lo == dam dulan..
I wish to stop skipping school. Im gonna dieee if i continue skipping school again.
Arts teacher is dam fucked up lo. Kept scolding people and their parents. Yes,i kena frm here also. She scolded my dad "bangan" .. FUCK YOU LA your a mother yourself,you scolding my dad bangan its just scolding yourself back as you are a parent. How dumb can you be la? People with hoodies have no brains. fucking retard. i think cause they were their hoodie too tight that is pop their brains out of their head. bitches.

yaaadaaayaaadaaaa.

I hope the film burns again like that day when we're watching Eclipse in the cinemas. So can run go toilet haha.

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3:43 PM
#34 Meow.
Friday, May 21, 2010

KILL MY LAZYNESS PLEASE !

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7:43 PM
#31 Guitar mania
Monday, April 12, 2010


Im so into Guitar now. I want to learnnnnn! but my guitar head crack already ): and i really want to play an electric guitar! dam awesome can ? cant wait to play
Avenged Sevenfold - Dear god, Seize the day, Afterlife, Gunslinger.
BFMV - Waking the demons
Joe satriani - Ten words
JerryC - canon in D rock.
and so many more !
this are the songs i want to playyy soooo badlyyyyy ! yorrrrrrr dulannnnn!! pfffttttt !

oh oh and btw! Surat Amaran has arrived and its actually my second letter already. oh well. screw you school ! _|_|_|_ nahnahnah !

Off to bed now.







Ill go to bed with this depression and silk in if i could. hopefully i would.

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12:29 AM
#21 Die
Sunday, March 14, 2010

Boredom !

1 Super boring holiday == though i wanted holiday so badly. blahblahblah !
Im looking for a parttime job. I need cash so badly ! ughhh. why so hard to find job one nabehh
Im still sticking to the words from my brothers ! ♥ thats what kept me going (:

Im super bored. goodbye.

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6:18 PM

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