#25 Oldschool
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
"i no friend you,i tell my mummy"
HAHA thats the conversation i had with Khas. somehow my childhood friend la (: demm i miss my childhood friends, people who are the same age as me. ive been hanging with people older than me too much,till im not living a highschool life (: and also i find people my age sometimes do stuffs are dam childish. Well actually their not, their just living a 17 year old life (: and the same for the younger ones. i was the one being childish, i think too mature already till i forgot what fun is. im changing! oh yeahhhhh !
Last week was the first time of my life, i hang out with my brother,sisters and my next door cousins. they were only 14,15 and 17. Shut up,i know your wondering why am i hanging out with small kids. 17 and 15 is not a big difference okay. So anyway, it was my first time walking and cycling in a group altogether and i want to do it again. You see, this is what highschoolers should do.. We have no car, we cant drive,we only have our bics or just walk and we love hanging out with friends. Ive been mixing with older people,i got them to fetch me out to drink tea and i always feel lazy to walk. Realizing that im wasting my life. We only got one chance to live, and its very impossible when we're older we're gonna walk or cycle cause by then we have cars already.
eh i realizing im cocking again. HAHA
Anyway, the conclusion is, i love oldschool and i want to live oldschool! im glad yet sad at the same time that im not that close with those bunch of friends.
i dont want to walk on this earth is i gotta do it solo.
Labels: Life
6:46 PM
One day, your gonna work for me.
#24 burppp!
Monday, March 22, 2010
One day, your gonna work for me.Life is getting much easier now,knowing what to do. So yeah anyway, theres some fuckedup bastards messing up with my name,telling stories which arent true. hoho get a life biatch.
And honestly, People should get to know one first before making a decision cause PEOPLE can get really fuckedup in a snap. Thats cause they have no friends (: awww what a pittyyyy,boo for you ):
So yeah, if i were you guys and people going around telling me about someone,i wouldnt judge right at the spot. It doesnt mean that person dont go well with you, it doesnt too with me. Its like, shirts with different colour. i have dark skin and the colour purple dont look good when i wear it, but it look good on people with fair skin. Get what i mean ?
hoho im done crapping. imma watch the tele right now :D
"I rather do nothing and be happy than doing something i dont love"
Ipin : betul betul betul ! ..
And honestly, People should get to know one first before making a decision cause PEOPLE can get really fuckedup in a snap. Thats cause they have no friends (: awww what a pittyyyy,boo for you ):
So yeah, if i were you guys and people going around telling me about someone,i wouldnt judge right at the spot. It doesnt mean that person dont go well with you, it doesnt too with me. Its like, shirts with different colour. i have dark skin and the colour purple dont look good when i wear it, but it look good on people with fair skin. Get what i mean ?
hoho im done crapping. imma watch the tele right now :D
"I rather do nothing and be happy than doing something i dont love"
Ipin : betul betul betul ! ..
10:07 PM
I want to go Genting tomorrow so badly. i want their cold air soooo badlyyyy. i just want to go there to sit at starbucks and enjoy the cold breeze.ohyeahh~
#23 FRESH AIR !
Friday, March 19, 2010
I want to go Genting tomorrow so badly. i want their cold air soooo badlyyyy. i just want to go there to sit at starbucks and enjoy the cold breeze.ohyeahh~
12:32 AM
You know, they say that if you keep drinking till your hung over, you'll start throwing an emotional tantrum. Which is true.. its a been there,vedone that !. well, i feel like drinking again till i get hung over. thats what i really right now. Maybe i want to release something but i dont know whats that something. Its in me and hell no its not making me feel any better.
i guess its emo's coming. thats what it is...
#22 Drink Drank Drunk
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
You know, they say that if you keep drinking till your hung over, you'll start throwing an emotional tantrum. Which is true.. its a been there,vedone that !. well, i feel like drinking again till i get hung over. thats what i really right now. Maybe i want to release something but i dont know whats that something. Its in me and hell no its not making me feel any better.i guess its emo's coming. thats what it is...
Labels: Random
5:54 PM
Boredom !
#21 Die
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Boredom !1 Super boring holiday == though i wanted holiday so badly. blahblahblah !
Im looking for a parttime job. I need cash so badly ! ughhh. why so hard to find job one nabehh
Im still sticking to the words from my brothers ! ♥ thats what kept me going (:
Im super bored. goodbye.
Im looking for a parttime job. I need cash so badly ! ughhh. why so hard to find job one nabehh
Im still sticking to the words from my brothers ! ♥ thats what kept me going (:
Im super bored. goodbye.
6:18 PM
Why do i feel like crying when i listen to songs that reminds me of you ?
Why do i always think back the time when we're together ?
Why must i always look at you atleast once every 2-3 days ?
Why do i still talk about you ?
Why do i feel like punching other girls who talk to you ?
Why do i get jealous ?
Honestly speaking, i still do think of you. i dont know why.. Thinking back, you gave me strenght to do everything. Going agaisnt you was fun to me. I love to prove you wrong cause your always right. And i hated you being right all the time which make me love you even more.
Why do i still think of you ?
I guess i just proved you wrong again.
"Youll get over with it and move on. You must move on!"
Eh , its 1 month + already and im still stuck here.
i tried. But "you" is still in me which makes everything harder.
#20 D?
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Why do i feel like crying when i listen to songs that reminds me of you ?Why do i always think back the time when we're together ?
Why must i always look at you atleast once every 2-3 days ?
Why do i still talk about you ?
Why do i feel like punching other girls who talk to you ?
Why do i get jealous ?
Honestly speaking, i still do think of you. i dont know why.. Thinking back, you gave me strenght to do everything. Going agaisnt you was fun to me. I love to prove you wrong cause your always right. And i hated you being right all the time which make me love you even more.
Why do i still think of you ?
I guess i just proved you wrong again.
"Youll get over with it and move on. You must move on!"
Eh , its 1 month + already and im still stuck here.
i tried. But "you" is still in me which makes everything harder.
Labels: Love
4:43 PM
Planning to submit this picture for the Photography competition. :D:D:D
Well, theres nothing much to talk about now. And im changing :D which is a goooood news ! all ive gotta do is just think positively ^_^
Katy Perry fr Timbaland
Ill never be the same, If we ever meet again.
#19 1,2,3 shoot !
Planning to submit this picture for the Photography competition. :D:D:D
Well, theres nothing much to talk about now. And im changing :D which is a goooood news ! all ive gotta do is just think positively ^_^
Katy Perry fr Timbaland
Ill never be the same, If we ever meet again.
12:58 AM
#18 Meow.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Labels: Random
7:29 PM
Hey, meet my coolandawesome friends :D (left) Ferb, (right) Phineas.
haha i loveeeee Phineas&Ferb. i find them awesome ! they kill time by inventing stuffs which are not a waste of time. How cool is it if i could do what they do (:
yadayadayada... I LOVE PHINEAS&FERB ! i want to buy all their Season1,2 !
im so crazy over them that i put their theme song as my ringtone and Gitchee Gitchee Goo as my message tone. LOL I KNOW HAHAHAHAHA
they're awesome, thats the fact !
AND I WANT PERRY THE PLATAPUS BOXERS !!! please find for me and ill Gitchee gitchee goo You too ! XD
#17 Phineas and Ferb
Hey, meet my coolandawesome friends :D (left) Ferb, (right) Phineas.yadayadayada... I LOVE PHINEAS&FERB ! i want to buy all their Season1,2 !
im so crazy over them that i put their theme song as my ringtone and Gitchee Gitchee Goo as my message tone. LOL I KNOW HAHAHAHAHA
they're awesome, thats the fact !
AND I WANT PERRY THE PLATAPUS BOXERS !!! please find for me and ill Gitchee gitchee goo You too ! XD
1:11 PM
After a talk i had with my mom changed me. After so many advises from my brothers, it makes me think twice.
Until now, the question is still stuck in my brain,
Is it worth your time ? How long will these happiness stay ?
Words coming from wise people mouth. Respect !
#16 hey there
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
After a talk i had with my mom changed me. After so many advises from my brothers, it makes me think twice.Until now, the question is still stuck in my brain,
Is it worth your time ? How long will these happiness stay ?
Words coming from wise people mouth. Respect !
Labels: Random
3:45 PM
Whose the one had problems with E at first ? whose the one was mad at E first ? Dont recall ? remember back when me,you and kuansze was at Asoka having lunch and what kuansze asked you. Yeah you answered him, you dont remember, you go ask him again la, Something bout you not being happy of E. Then at night after Portklang, E asked you a question and Who came running to me for help ? Dont remember ? I send you the conversation back. I asked you to tell him, but you said you dint want to do until "no friend" so okay nevermind. ill help you then, But then i told you at the same time, "i dont like him and he havent done anythign to me yet". But since i treated you as my brother, i let you use my name as the reason. You go see the conversation back. So yeah, we 3 was in the conversation and ive said it all out, for you. You dint said a thing in it. Okay loh nevermind loh. i dont mind since i hardly hang out with E anyway and you both were BROTHERS. Not i helped one ar ? Not i helped you cover one ar ? No meh ? Go knock your head abit first.
So then, after few days or whatever, you've talked behind my back. Backstabbing me saying stuffs about me. And you actually push that problem to me and starts saying OTHER STUFFS WHICH WASNT TRUE like "She asked me to pakat with her", eh You came ranning to me and then i helped. Who pakat with Who now ?
Ya, i got so pissed. I told E everything. Because backstabbing behind one another, can just fuck off la, whats the point of being friends\brothers when youve backstab one's back ? Truth hurts, LIES KILLS.
And what did i ever did to you ? Did i say stuffs behind your back ? i got tell people like "Eh he very pahlia one la..i dont like him la.." and what other fuck stuff ?. Got or not ? You go ask each and everyone i got say that or not ? Whose the one suppose to be mad at ?
And i asked you FACE-TO-FACE did you said anything behind my back or not ? You answered me NO. I angry, or you angry now ?
The reason why i bloged this is because, you blog it out, i dont see why i shouldnt when im not in wrong. You bitch about me when i dint say anything bout you. And yesterday night conversation, Is not about me. The conversation was set up by E because he wants to settle with you. Nothign to do with me. Why you keep bringing me up ? I said alot of times, You backstabbing me put it aside; Now the problem is with you and E. Then you start la, continue more bout me. You think you only ate fire ? Eh im more pissed at you la ok. First i helped you in the problem, Second, You fucking backstab me from behind and saying other stuffs which wasnt true. You at first had a problem with E not me. I Dont call nor text E ever also. Is it my fault ar now ? No right ? And now you dont want to be friends with me and starts backstabbing me again. Eh whatever lah, You wanna fucking be that way, then BE la. If you were to say sorry to me now, ill fucking accept your apologise and ive already told you, if you want to hang out again i dont mind. Cause whatever you called me behind my back, i agree. But Note to self la, i dint backstab you, i dint said anything about you. The only thing i told E was that i helped you out when you couldnt answer him and you were the one who said that you wasnt happy with him in Asoka that noon. You go think by yourself la. Now i really dont care already. You already backstab me, ive took it in. And now your being like that ?
i want to find new friends because WHAT THE FUCK FOR I WANT THIS TYPE OF FRIENDS WHO BACKSTAB ONE ANOTHER ? am i wrong or right ? if you were the one being backstab, you not pissed meh ?. and ive also heard "after 1 month time i want to see whoever got say bout me or not then i want to shoot them back"
Whose the one being immature now huh?
#15 Truth hurts, Lies KILLS.
Monday, March 8, 2010
DELETE.
DELETE.
DELETE.
Since one can blog about it, why cant i ?
okay. Ive known you bout 2 years already. We hang out altogether. And i trusted you so i taken you as my brother. But now, yeah i dont trust you lah. after what happen. You recall yourself la okDELETE.
DELETE.
Since one can blog about it, why cant i ?
Whose the one had problems with E at first ? whose the one was mad at E first ? Dont recall ? remember back when me,you and kuansze was at Asoka having lunch and what kuansze asked you. Yeah you answered him, you dont remember, you go ask him again la, Something bout you not being happy of E. Then at night after Portklang, E asked you a question and Who came running to me for help ? Dont remember ? I send you the conversation back. I asked you to tell him, but you said you dint want to do until "no friend" so okay nevermind. ill help you then, But then i told you at the same time, "i dont like him and he havent done anythign to me yet". But since i treated you as my brother, i let you use my name as the reason. You go see the conversation back. So yeah, we 3 was in the conversation and ive said it all out, for you. You dint said a thing in it. Okay loh nevermind loh. i dont mind since i hardly hang out with E anyway and you both were BROTHERS. Not i helped one ar ? Not i helped you cover one ar ? No meh ? Go knock your head abit first.
So then, after few days or whatever, you've talked behind my back. Backstabbing me saying stuffs about me. And you actually push that problem to me and starts saying OTHER STUFFS WHICH WASNT TRUE like "She asked me to pakat with her", eh You came ranning to me and then i helped. Who pakat with Who now ?
Ya, i got so pissed. I told E everything. Because backstabbing behind one another, can just fuck off la, whats the point of being friends\brothers when youve backstab one's back ? Truth hurts, LIES KILLS.
And what did i ever did to you ? Did i say stuffs behind your back ? i got tell people like "Eh he very pahlia one la..i dont like him la.." and what other fuck stuff ?. Got or not ? You go ask each and everyone i got say that or not ? Whose the one suppose to be mad at ?
And i asked you FACE-TO-FACE did you said anything behind my back or not ? You answered me NO. I angry, or you angry now ?
The reason why i bloged this is because, you blog it out, i dont see why i shouldnt when im not in wrong. You bitch about me when i dint say anything bout you. And yesterday night conversation, Is not about me. The conversation was set up by E because he wants to settle with you. Nothign to do with me. Why you keep bringing me up ? I said alot of times, You backstabbing me put it aside; Now the problem is with you and E. Then you start la, continue more bout me. You think you only ate fire ? Eh im more pissed at you la ok. First i helped you in the problem, Second, You fucking backstab me from behind and saying other stuffs which wasnt true. You at first had a problem with E not me. I Dont call nor text E ever also. Is it my fault ar now ? No right ? And now you dont want to be friends with me and starts backstabbing me again. Eh whatever lah, You wanna fucking be that way, then BE la. If you were to say sorry to me now, ill fucking accept your apologise and ive already told you, if you want to hang out again i dont mind. Cause whatever you called me behind my back, i agree. But Note to self la, i dint backstab you, i dint said anything about you. The only thing i told E was that i helped you out when you couldnt answer him and you were the one who said that you wasnt happy with him in Asoka that noon. You go think by yourself la. Now i really dont care already. You already backstab me, ive took it in. And now your being like that ?
i want to find new friends because WHAT THE FUCK FOR I WANT THIS TYPE OF FRIENDS WHO BACKSTAB ONE ANOTHER ? am i wrong or right ? if you were the one being backstab, you not pissed meh ?. and ive also heard "after 1 month time i want to see whoever got say bout me or not then i want to shoot them back"
Whose the one being immature now huh?
Labels: Life
11:15 PM
lalalalala~
i lazy to type now. goodnight
#14 NAH LAH.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
lalalalala~say whatever you want, i dont care :D ill still be there with a smile WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. fyi, my blog, my thoughts,my words, MY PROBLEM. ill say whatever i like lah. If i ever mentioned your name out, then yah, its my fault i know. So dont assume whatever im talking about its you lah okay. can be anyone in this world. If you want to go make a report on what im blogging, Go ahead lah i wont stop you at all.
I am fucking pissed right now. After what happened. ya la ya la go fuck yourself lah.
I am fucking pissed right now. After what happened. ya la ya la go fuck yourself lah.
i lazy to type now. goodnight
Labels: Shits
11:46 PM
Doris day.
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, What will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be
Theres always a time when you turn 17, and your mom comes asking you, "what are you gonna do in your future ?" and my time came. I dint had an answer to that question cause honestly,i dont know what i want to do after my SPM. Prolly work till the middle year intake but i dont know what i want to study also. I want to study this\that but it worries me, am i gonna come out successfully ? after years of studying, am i going to earn big bucks? or nice for me to live happily. Maybe ive made my choice, but my lack of selfconfident is taking me no where good. Ill get back to that question when im ready and ive think
it throughly.
#13 Big girl now.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Doris day.When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, What will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me
Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be
Theres always a time when you turn 17, and your mom comes asking you, "what are you gonna do in your future ?" and my time came. I dint had an answer to that question cause honestly,i dont know what i want to do after my SPM. Prolly work till the middle year intake but i dont know what i want to study also. I want to study this\that but it worries me, am i gonna come out successfully ? after years of studying, am i going to earn big bucks? or nice for me to live happily. Maybe ive made my choice, but my lack of selfconfident is taking me no where good. Ill get back to that question when im ready and ive think
it throughly.
Labels: Life
8:42 PM
Title post was random. im glad two ve read my blog. atleast they know what im thinking right now. come out lets talk ! everything's messed up right. yeah even me. with smile i admit. oh well. I wasnt saying its better we take different paths. no thats not what i meant.
anyway, *changing topic* You can run but not hide. You may act like its nothing but duhh very obvious theres something and yeah. rough guess, i think i know. Dont think so but know so. haha
FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML !
Picture speaks a thousand words.
#12 Just because i can
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Title post was random. im glad two ve read my blog. atleast they know what im thinking right now. come out lets talk ! everything's messed up right. yeah even me. with smile i admit. oh well. I wasnt saying its better we take different paths. no thats not what i meant.
anyway, *changing topic* You can run but not hide. You may act like its nothing but duhh very obvious theres something and yeah. rough guess, i think i know. Dont think so but know so. haha
FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML !
Picture speaks a thousand words.
11:38 PM
ape macam ? hah. "Nothing can come inbetween and break us up"
#11 Sisters in Crime !
ape macam ? hah. "Nothing can come inbetween and break us up"
11:33 PM
MARK SALLING is dam hot ! OMGOMGOMG
HE HAS THE LOOKS, THE BODY,THE STYLE AND HE CAN EVEN SING WEI fuckkkkkkingggg smoookingggg hotttt *melts* i mean.. oh my god la.. look at his hair ! one of a kind ! and it suits him !
and his bodyyy...fuhhhh...
and he really can sing ! AHHHHH !
#10 Hi, im mrs.Salling
MARK SALLING is dam hot ! OMGOMGOMG
HE HAS THE LOOKS, THE BODY,THE STYLE AND HE CAN EVEN SING WEI fuckkkkkkingggg smoookingggg hotttt *melts* i mean.. oh my god la.. look at his hair ! one of a kind ! and it suits him !
and his bodyyy...fuhhhh...
and he really can sing ! AHHHHH !
Labels: Shits
1:20 AM
i just finish watching the whole Season 1 of GLEE and its fucking awesome ! i cant fucking wait for Season2 ! omgomgomg. and yeah i almost cried watching the end. GLEE IS AWESOME !
#09 Paaa pa da paaaa
i just finish watching the whole Season 1 of GLEE and its fucking awesome ! i cant fucking wait for Season2 ! omgomgomg. and yeah i almost cried watching the end. GLEE IS AWESOME !
Labels: Shits
1:10 AM
Why does everyone feels\have the urge to study so super-the-very hard for the biggest exam in our last year of highschool life early of the year but then feeling lazy and slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkingggggg around after 2 months ?
Ive been skipping school and tuitions often now. feeling so lazy already and its like, the 3rd month of the year. hahaha. I really did wanted to study hard this whole year,but... oh well (: lazyness KILLS !
im off to bed now. Goodnight World !
#08 Study Smudy !
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Why does everyone feels\have the urge to study so Ive been skipping school and tuitions often now. feeling so lazy already and its like, the 3rd month of the year. hahaha. I really did wanted to study hard this whole year,but... oh well (: lazyness KILLS !
im off to bed now. Goodnight World !
Labels: Shits
12:16 AM
Best friends dont last. Especially when one have a boyfriend and she'll start dumping you aside. Well, thats what im going through right now. One have a boyfriend, and another one is a lil fucked up for getting mad at me because of something i dint know and i cant help also. So should i just care ? yeah i think i really need to find new friends now. But i dont want too cause people are so fucked up right now. lalala~ so whatever lah again. Caring bout it is like me caring for a rock.
fuckkkk theee worldddddddd !
#07 which path ?
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Best friends dont last. Especially when one have a boyfriend and she'll start dumping you aside. Well, thats what im going through right now. One have a boyfriend, and another one is a lil fucked up for getting mad at me because of something i dint know and i cant help also. So should i just care ? yeah i think i really need to find new friends now. But i dont want too cause people are so fucked up right now. lalala~ so whatever lah again. Caring bout it is like me caring for a rock. fuckkkk theee worldddddddd !
Labels: Shits
7:13 PM
I hate people who doesnt know how to think maturely. honestly. dude, your like a fucking child can ? who on earth at this age goes "i dont want to have friends" lah ? isnt that a lil childish ? We always use the line when we're in pre school. Mostly when we're mad at each other for telling someone something or because "i dont friend her,so you also cannot talk to her. you talk to her then i dont friend you". What the fuck lah ? wake up wei ! Humans can never live without friends. NEVER. if you survive,i bet your life is fucked up,trust me.
uggghh, im feeling so stressed up solving shits. Im like taking all the fault when im the one done nothing. i had to speak up for everyone and that sucks cause being in this position,sounds like im the one causing this stuffs to happen. Eh, Whatever lah, i dont want to care more now.
Girl, why so stress lah ?
#06 Whatever lah
Monday, March 1, 2010
I hate people who doesnt know how to think maturely. honestly. dude, your like a fucking child can ? who on earth at this age goes "i dont want to have friends" lah ? isnt that a lil childish ? We always use the line when we're in pre school. Mostly when we're mad at each other for telling someone something or because "i dont friend her,so you also cannot talk to her. you talk to her then i dont friend you". What the fuck lah ? wake up wei ! Humans can never live without friends. NEVER. if you survive,i bet your life is fucked up,trust me.
uggghh, im feeling so stressed up solving shits. Im like taking all the fault when im the one done nothing. i had to speak up for everyone and that sucks cause being in this position,sounds like im the one causing this stuffs to happen. Eh, Whatever lah, i dont want to care more now.
Girl, why so stress lah ?
11:27 PM
Post Klang was fucking pack at night. Flying laterns were everywhere in the sky. stalls are open up by the side. Colourful lights were everywhere. Oh ! the weather was fucking hot tho its at night and by the seaside. Have to freaking wait for half an hour just to go to the toilet. imagine how pack is that ?
arent them beautiful? (:
#05 8 ho kio
Post Klang was fucking pack at night. Flying laterns were everywhere in the sky. stalls are open up by the side. Colourful lights were everywhere. Oh ! the weather was fucking hot tho its at night and by the seaside. Have to freaking wait for half an hour just to go to the toilet. imagine how pack is that ?
arent them beautiful? (:Labels: Events
2:34 AM
