#58 Stereo love
Monday, December 27, 2010
Im so addicted to this song Stereo Love by Edward Maya ft. Vika. The beat is nice, and so is the lyrics (for me lah). Im getting emo and depressed easily these days, dont know why.
Okay maybe i know a reason why \: Theres this someone im starting to like more,he's sooo sweet to me(kenot tahan!). Tho we're playing boyfriend&girlfriend around,Im starting to fall for him at the same time. I tried to keep cool whenever he's around, acted like i dont really care about him and ignore him as much especially when he kept saying "i love you" or "i miss you" but whenever he's not around ? i want him to be there. This is weird. But whatever lah :C
Im currently looking for a job, an office job or anything but promoter,sales girl etcetc. gahhh ! so hard !
I drove manual today :D after a year not driving. Im loving manual! Whenever i change to another gear, it feels like im playing Daytona without drifting HAHAH
oh! i dyed my hair color=Ash Brown. But this ashbrown its more to brown instead of green and i want more green ! i still love my hair color :D
Dont know what to talk about already. til then, toodles !
10:55 PM
This is what i want to talk about now. Have you ever ?
I did think of it and no its not worth and yeah i do regret. I made alot of mistake as im growing up and ive regretted afew of it. Im not saying everyone is perfect;they dont do mistake. Everyone IS NOT perfect and by doing mistakes we learn. Yeah ive learn alot from my mistake but whether i learn if or not, mistakes are mistakes. Its done, we cant turn back time to undo them. Yeah its a precaution for the future. What if this mistake screwed up my future that i have nothing to be caution of ? (i might be out of topic but im typing whatever is coming out of my mind right away)
I made 2 biggest mistake in my life. One of them are losing my bestfriend. Thats deep shit. So ive been friends with this girl for 5-6-7 years already. We shared everything and i really trully trust her. This year is kind off messed up and i kind off blamed her for it;or maybe im the one with problems accepting it. (the story is too long so im cutting short) She've changed alot. Eventhough we have forgave each other, theres still something wrong between us, like somethings missing. Dont get me wrong, talking to her back is a big relief; doing things what we usually do but still ? I do really miss the old her alot. Things arent the same now. Awkward.
#57 Talking to the moon
Friday, December 17, 2010
This is what i want to talk about now. Have you ever ?I did think of it and no its not worth and yeah i do regret. I made alot of mistake as im growing up and ive regretted afew of it. Im not saying everyone is perfect;they dont do mistake. Everyone IS NOT perfect and by doing mistakes we learn. Yeah ive learn alot from my mistake but whether i learn if or not, mistakes are mistakes. Its done, we cant turn back time to undo them. Yeah its a precaution for the future. What if this mistake screwed up my future that i have nothing to be caution of ? (i might be out of topic but im typing whatever is coming out of my mind right away)
I made 2 biggest mistake in my life. One of them are losing my bestfriend. Thats deep shit. So ive been friends with this girl for 5-6-7 years already. We shared everything and i really trully trust her. This year is kind off messed up and i kind off blamed her for it;or maybe im the one with problems accepting it. (the story is too long so im cutting short) She've changed alot. Eventhough we have forgave each other, theres still something wrong between us, like somethings missing. Dont get me wrong, talking to her back is a big relief; doing things what we usually do but still ? I do really miss the old her alot. Things arent the same now. Awkward.
Hmmm. Im getting emo easily now these days.
Labels: Life
12:49 AM
Spm is over !! :D atleast it feel like it. aha i have one more last paper to go on Monday. Cant wait !
#56 Broke
Friday, December 10, 2010
Spm is over !! :D atleast it feel like it. aha i have one more last paper to go on Monday. Cant wait !
I can easy go broke you know. I can spend 100 bucks in a week man and thats now how i roll. Gotta control my spendings x.x
I cant wait for Sunday to come :D get to meet up with bunch of CHOCs which is very exciting woooo!
okay i dont know what else to blog =.=
OHOHOH! have you seen this news on facebook ? Alviss Kong who suicide because of Love.
my godddd its so sad! when i saw his picture of him crying, i feel like crying also. But that act its really stupid. i mean, dafak la suicide? because of a girl? There many many fishes in the sea, why choose that la ? Think about the parents, your siblings, your friends and your love ones. my god, your still so young ! why why why ? T_T
I tell you har, any of you (my friends) ever suicide because of love, DAFAK MAN DONT EVER OKAY ! PLEASE DONT EVER !
1:20 PM
This is a reply to someone after reading one of his post.
#55 Meow.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
This is a reply to someone after reading one of his post.
You made up stories so i could hate you? 3 words for you.
YOU
HAVE
FAILED.
Yes you are stupid. You dont look like the craziest teenage ever, you ARE the craziest teenage ive ever known.
Knowing that you actually made up stories makes me feel so stupid right now cause i believed in you. What the heck were you trying to do ?
anyway, i dint actually liked another guy. I forced myself because of a no-reply-love and doing that makes things for me easier. Im sorry for the sudden news but honestly, you dont know the stories behind it and i never planned to tell you cause..you know lah im a shy girl..so im still gonna keep that a secret.
At the same time being with another guy, i had not forgotten you nor hated you, I had been thinking and missing you too and it felt so wrong with the position im in. That feeling made everything uneasy for me but hey, you left me hanging and that hurts alot.
If you have stalked my blog, im sure you went through a song lyric i posted. It was for you, if you realize its actually a little hope there.
Honestly, ive stalked your blog/fb sometime this year because i have not forgotten everything and its weird because whenever i do that, this weirddd feeling comes up and i dont know what it is and never try knowing it. I tried to talk to you again but always fail. Dont ask why.
No i dont hate you right now, not ever. But if you still want to avoid me then go ahead, im not gonna stop you. Just for you to know, Ill be here if you need me. always no matter what.
If its possible, can we forget the past ? cause it was really messed up and i regretted for what ive done. Id like to start over again.
to be frank, yes IMYt. :)
Labels: Love
9:22 PM
Yesterday i went through lots of super-super-the-hot-leng-lui facebook/blog/twitter. and oh myyyy. Ive found one which is really dam hot ! (im not a lesbo but i would go for this girl ;)) She was really pretty which is something to do with this post title. Yes life is unfair lah. How i wish im that hot like her ): oh well.
#54 Life is unfair
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Yesterday i went through lots of super-super-the-hot-leng-lui facebook/blog/twitter. and oh myyyy. Ive found one which is really dam hot ! (im not a lesbo but i would go for this girl ;)) She was really pretty which is something to do with this post title. Yes life is unfair lah. How i wish im that hot like her ): oh well.
It feels like Spm is over ! but its only the second week. I left 3 more papers and im done with Spm ! woooo! Spm or not, im still killing time like i use too.
Now ive gotta study Perdagangan. i dont want to fail again D;
Labels: Shits
12:44 PM
