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#33 Hah !
Monday, April 26, 2010

Happy 17th Janssen (:

I am still so darn addicted to sino and CounterStrike! and not going feels like dying. Tho im pretty upset after what ive found out. like superrr upsettttt. makes me go emo now.

sorry for the no updates. forgot about my blog HAHA ohwell (:

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#32 Head-banging songs
Wednesday, April 14, 2010


no seriously, at last im so fucking admitted into something, but you guys just have to fucking ruined it. what the fuck la? so fucking unfair okay. What did i get when i first learning? NOTHING OKAY NOTHING. what did he fucking get when he first started ? and look at it now. Not fucking wasting meh ? For once in my life, i was so fucking into something that i rather give my life up for it, YOU JUST HAVE TO FUCKING RUIN IT LA OKAY. HOW CNA I NOT FUCKING BE PISSED AT YOU? I FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU.
FUCK THE WORLD LA. FUCK GOD LA OK. FUCK LIFE LA. MOTHER FUCKER.

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8:54 PM
#31 Guitar mania
Monday, April 12, 2010


Im so into Guitar now. I want to learnnnnn! but my guitar head crack already ): and i really want to play an electric guitar! dam awesome can ? cant wait to play
Avenged Sevenfold - Dear god, Seize the day, Afterlife, Gunslinger.
BFMV - Waking the demons
Joe satriani - Ten words
JerryC - canon in D rock.
and so many more !
this are the songs i want to playyy soooo badlyyyyy ! yorrrrrrr dulannnnn!! pfffttttt !

oh oh and btw! Surat Amaran has arrived and its actually my second letter already. oh well. screw you school ! _|_|_|_ nahnahnah !

Off to bed now.







Ill go to bed with this depression and silk in if i could. hopefully i would.

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12:29 AM
#30 Warning Letter
Wednesday, April 7, 2010

. . .

i cant stay home and study \: too many distractions la weh. Pc la,tv la,sleep la,walking around the house la,blablabla. ive been skipping school like nobody's business hoho and soon to receive warning letter from school (: or tomorrow. *jangjangjangggg*

i sleepy lah, imma take a nap.

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#29 steady lah!
Sunday, April 4, 2010

???

hah. Lucky ive pulled to a table talk and everything is fine now. man that felt good !
Yeo is quite fun to hang out with actually. He never failed to talk cock which is good for a boring person with have nothing to cock. Tho i dont understnad why he kept talking to me about gangsterism O_O lalala~


One thing's fixed. what about the other ?

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8:38 PM
#28 RAWR!
Saturday, April 3, 2010

Bonus !

got bored with the old layout :3
and my flashing image rocks. hoho !

man im awesomeeee

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9:23 PM
#27 And now i see your face drop

Tokio Hotel - World behind my wall

They are telling me
It's beautiful
I believe them
But will I ever know
The world behind my wall
Oh
The sun will shine
Like never before
One day I will be
Ready to go
See the world behind my wall

I had a fun time hanging out with super random people :D considered as my New friends and its awesome. I dont have to waste my time hanging out with people who hasnt had a heart too. I admit i was really tired these few days cause ive been going out night to day to night. and ive been to sheperdoo 2 times in a day ? wtf right i know ! HAHA but with different crews. im becoming lazy again and that sucks. i dont touch my books at all. GG-fied.

pfffft. screw you lazyness !

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5:48 PM
#26 Ever ?
Thursday, April 1, 2010

Spare me !

After what michelle said, it made us think twice again and what she said was true.
Now i know what and how Vinkong felt. Is not that you dont want to talk,is just..you want too so badly but you dont know what to say nor how to say to one. am i right ?

You know, you believed the words coming from your bestfriend when they said "Ofcouse i put my friends first then comes my boyfriend" but when it really happened, you dont know what to do. Yeah i understand everything you're going through. i understand but then, its just too over till people around you cant take it anymore. ... uh im still thinking of the words what michelle said.

i guess ill just end here. I dont want to tell someone something through blogging, cause thats not how BestFriends do.
and please dont blame me or think im the one not thinking rasionally. I just.. i want to talk to you so badly like how we usually do, but i just...feel like i cant and if i can,i dont know how to talk to you anymore.

dudes : if you value the friendship, then just let everything go.
dudets : i do, but does she ? I barely exist in her existence.

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