#95 Down down down!
Monday, February 21, 2011
My internet line is down, my mom dint paid the bill yet ): so i cant online until...until she pays the bill lah. Im alone at Botanic Cafe updating my blog and checking facebook now teeeheee! Okay recently, im in a very bad mood. i get pissed easily and when i meant easily, i mean reallyyyy easily. I dont know why ): but it sucks. As i was going true yesterday newspaper, i read something about my horoscope (capricorn) and it was really true. I forgotten whats the whole passage but it said something like "Dont force your loved ones to do something because of what you're going true" So i think about it, "what was i forcing?" out of a snap, i remembered, i was trying to avoid someone and at the same time its also somehow like im forcing him to stay away from me(by avoiding him). Gahh im so much of crap ! So anyway, day 1 of ignoring him ? FAILED. but what the heck lah. I got a set of house keys to my friends house(not naming it,dangerous! later you guys come stalk me xD) So now i have 2 houses :P thats my second house! (suck that bitches) Im so bored i want to die D: Tho i may look happy on the outside, Im really sad in the inside. I hate going back home where ill be alone and then ill start thinking of many bull craps and go emo. I am so sad.. So im sharing this song now. *********Bonuses : I hate the mornings Cause I know what they bring You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving And it sounds so selfish But i can’t help but think That if you knew how much i needed you You’d stay cause I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I’ve had enough I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night its way too much I hate love yeahhyeahhh I hate love yeahh woooo I hate your phone calls In the middle of the day Cause all you do is remind that my baby is so far away It drives me crazy Cause i need you with me I know its time for you to understand when i say that I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I’ve had enough I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night its way too much I hate love yeahhyeahhh I don’t want to feel this alone Everytime you walked out that door (I can’t help it) I start missing you (I can’t help it no) Wish I didn’t need you this much (I can’t help it) But i love how it feels when we touch I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I’ve had enough I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night its way too much I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I’ve had enough I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night its way too much I hate love I hate love I hate love ********************************** I really hate these tears in my eyes.
3:27 PM
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