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#94 After today
Sunday, February 20, 2011


I just came back from Blitz, i had fun alot! so did my brother (: I felt kind of offended listening to my friends saying im a bad sister for letting my bro shisha-ing. I mean, its not like my fault right, He always wanted to try shisha long time ago. Shisha is no big deal lah, even if i dint brought him out today he would be at the same place,same spot,same time with his friends instead. Okay, maybe it is my fault for teaching him but i trust him. I trust him that he wont touch so much of this smoking shit, i trust that he'll never pick up a cigg and get addicted to it, i trust that he knows what he's doing. And com'on, the feeling of having a younger brother is different, thats why i allow him to do what he wants as long he knows what he is doing. I love my brother;period.

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So i lit up my last sky lantern of the year. With my wishes on it and i hope it comes true. No, i wont tell what i was wishing for or else it wouldnt come true. But one of it is to leave my present behind and go ahead with my future, which is leaving my feelings behind, what i had for someone. So starting today onwards 20 February, "You" are my yesterday. Ill try to avoid everything from you, I will not ever text nor call you, I'll take you as "the kid who stays next door", Ill ignore everything. And i hope you understand. I know somewhere inside of you, it hurts but it hurts me more. And lastly, I am sorry.

I can be there for you but i cant anymore
i want to be there for you but i wont anymore.
I hate what im feeling inside.
Liked i said, Its eating me inside and alive.sorry.

I need to be fix. Help anyone ?

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