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#91 Alone not Lonely
Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Daily update : Kooi, Aby, Jon and me stayed up till 8 playing chapkut and chicken rice. Madness much i know.

You know, i wish to change. Throw everything i dont like about myself away. One of them are treating people too good. I know, treating people good is not something bad. But for me, in a way it is bad. Ive been treating people too nice/good until people thinks im very stupid that they could step over my head or use me for something else. Sometimes i wonder, why on earth i treat people so good but in return nobody does the same to me? Its like, to me your somebody but to you im..nobody ? My grandma always tells me not to treat people too nice or trust someone too much, because when it happens the people will think you're stupid then they'll start using you, so be wise, dont be "aiya anything la anything la"...you know ?.. I got backstabbed\betrayed many times already, im learning my lessons. But i do believe in karma : What goes around;comes around.

Im probably blabbering to you but whatever lah. Im so addicted to this song. I cant stop listening to it! Maybe because i have this feeling inside of me i cant get it out and by listening to this song i feel a lil better.

******Bonuses : Changed new background, gonna changed it more often according to my mood.
Song of the day:

(i like both english and korean one)

i feel so..heartbroken
This feeling ? yeah its eating me inside.

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