#111 Home ?
Sunday, March 20, 2011
I feel so sad these days. I feel so depress no matter im out or at home. I cant stop these tears im holding it back. Although nothing much happen to me, but if 1 thing happens it can break me down. (Told you so im fragile) even more now. Maybe cause i cant take all this crap in at once. Im 18 and i know i should be mature and all. I am, but i cant take one shot all in. If you can, ill call you God.
Too many things at once. I just feel like all my hopes are dying. This is the reason why i dont aim high, dont have high hopes, because whenever there is, something is always there to cut my hopes down. Break my spirit, my confidence.
Running away now wouldnt solve the problems, solving them wouldnt either cause i have no idea how too. fuck the world lahhhh !!!!!@#$%^&*
I just want to go home..
And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
baby I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
it'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
Not the home im staying at now, not a house where i always have this hatred inside, a house i hate. I want to go back to my real home, where i was first at. Now here, not now. Go back home to my old life back. Where i always will be at home, i feel a home.
I really want to wake up from this god knows what the fuck nightmare is this.
I CANT TAKE THE PRESSURE,i cant take all this crap in.
TAKE ME HOME PLEASE ! I hate this tears and pain, hatred.
2:26 AM
