This is what i want to talk about now. Have you ever ?
I did think of it and no its not worth and yeah i do regret. I made alot of mistake as im growing up and ive regretted afew of it. Im not saying everyone is perfect;they dont do mistake. Everyone IS NOT perfect and by doing mistakes we learn. Yeah ive learn alot from my mistake but whether i learn if or not, mistakes are mistakes. Its done, we cant turn back time to undo them. Yeah its a precaution for the future. What if this mistake screwed up my future that i have nothing to be caution of ? (i might be out of topic but im typing whatever is coming out of my mind right away)

I made 2 biggest mistake in my life. One of them are losing my bestfriend. Thats deep shit. So ive been friends with this girl for 5-6-7 years already. We shared everything and i really trully trust her. This year is kind off messed up and i kind off blamed her for it;or maybe im the one with problems accepting it. (the story is too long so im cutting short) She've changed alot. Eventhough we have forgave each other, theres still something wrong between us, like somethings missing. Dont get me wrong, talking to her back is a big relief; doing things what we usually do but still ? I do really miss the old her alot. Things arent the same now. Awkward.

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