You made up stories so i could hate you? 3 words for you.

YOU

HAVE

FAILED.

Yes you are stupid. You dont look like the craziest teenage ever, you ARE the craziest teenage ive ever known.

Knowing that you actually made up stories makes me feel so stupid right now cause i believed in you. What the heck were you trying to do ?

anyway, i dint actually liked another guy. I forced myself because of a no-reply-love and doing that makes things for me easier. Im sorry for the sudden news but honestly, you dont know the stories behind it and i never planned to tell you cause..you know lah im a shy girl..so im still gonna keep that a secret.

At the same time being with another guy, i had not forgotten you nor hated you, I had been thinking and missing you too and it felt so wrong with the position im in. That feeling made everything uneasy for me but hey, you left me hanging and that hurts alot.

If you have stalked my blog, im sure you went through a song lyric i posted. It was for you, if you realize its actually a little hope there.

Honestly, ive stalked your blog/fb sometime this year because i have not forgotten everything and its weird because whenever i do that, this weirddd feeling comes up and i dont know what it is and never try knowing it. I tried to talk to you again but always fail. Dont ask why.

No i dont hate you right now, not ever. But if you still want to avoid me then go ahead, im not gonna stop you. Just for you to know, Ill be here if you need me. always no matter what.

If its possible, can we forget the past ? cause it was really messed up and i regretted for what ive done. Id like to start over again.

to be frank, yes IMYt. :)

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