Im currently in an emotional breakdown now. Going emo every night before i go to bed, cry myself to sleep. and im tired of it. I HATE BEING A GIRL LA

Anyway, lotsa shits happening around the world. well me ? i felt like ive lost my both bestfriends.

losing 1 is bad enough but now both. i dont know who to run to now whenever i need a girl talk. fuck the world man.

honestly, i dont knw what to blog about. im just typing out whatever comes in my mind first.

oh i had a dream the other day. which was super weird and it made me cried. i dreamt of him. and another him. Does this means im not over him yet ? i alwaysssss think of him, i stalk him lotsa times and numbers kept coming into my head. specificly, his phone number always came out of no where in my mind. which sucks. i cant believe i still remember. im so sad i want to die.

***done***

I cant decide. to work or not next week. well, its a promoting job. for 20 days. after school. but im having exam and i feel so lazy. wtf man

and im having a cs comp in Autumn also at the same tme. dont know what to pick la...

see, this is how mess up i am now. fuckkkk the worldddddd

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