Now i know what and how Vinkong felt. Is not that you dont want to talk,is just..you want too so badly but you dont know what to say nor how to say to one. am i right ?

You know, you believed the words coming from your bestfriend when they said "Ofcouse i put my friends first then comes my boyfriend" but when it really happened, you dont know what to do. Yeah i understand everything you're going through. i understand but then, its just too over till people around you cant take it anymore. ... uh im still thinking of the words what michelle said.

i guess ill just end here. I dont want to tell someone something through blogging, cause thats not how BestFriends do.

and please dont blame me or think im the one not thinking rasionally. I just.. i want to talk to you so badly like how we usually do, but i just...feel like i cant and if i can,i dont know how to talk to you anymore.

dudes : if you value the friendship, then just let everything go.

dudets : i do, but does she ? I barely exist in her existence.