#101 life lesson 101
Sunday, February 27, 2011
I know, ive messed up some stuffs. Stuffs that is really important to me in life. What i need to keep me going on. Ive lost a very best friend of mine, Someone who is literally like me. Our thoughts and everything is the same. What we're thinking and what we say out is always the same. I know, its sad, losing someone like that ? I confess i am very sad. And yes i do miss her; alot.
I dont blame her, at all. It's my fault. I made things happened between us. And i tried making things the way they used to be but its never gonna happen. Like how dreams dont come true.
I still have Beatrice tho, my very best friend that ive know for so long and well. But still? We use to stick together, 3 of us. Like glue stick. People would call us "BUY 2 FREE ONE" or "BUY 1 FREE 2" and the most famous one "THE OTHER HALF". But no more now cause everyone knows about it already. No more now, we "the 3 amigos", "the sisters in crime", "the ugly bitches" no more.
I tried patching things back between us, i said im sorry and i think somebody had brainwashed her. But nothing, NOTHING can ever fix us back like before. She doesn't even care about it now, she has her own friends, her own crew, her own everything. You know, if i could turn back time and fix everything between us, turn back time right before all these happen, I WOULD, even if it shortens my life, I will. I still don't blame her.
But hey, this is life man. Things dont last forever, Life is not forever.
Oh well. Sometimes we gotta let things be how it is.
Some things are not meant to be fix, no matter what or how hard we try, It was never meant to be.
Dont get me wrong, i love all my friends, my bestfriend too.
hmmmm~~
************Bonuses:
I dedicate this song to my both bestfriends. I miss the times we had together. Boiii id die just to be the way we use too but its never gonna happen. Not at all.
And also dedicate this song to someone(if you think its you then its you la),cant seem to get you off my mind.
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